Thursday, June 29, 2017

Our Favorite Spiritual Addiction

I miss my heroes
I miss my friends
I miss the future
I miss those chances
I miss the young ones
I miss the young times
I miss the outcasts
I miss the warm ones
I miss the trees
and the fields
I miss the daylight
I miss the people who matter
I miss the ones who count
I miss wanting
I miss the rest
I miss the lonely hours
I miss the very end
I miss the laughter
I miss the dying
I miss the pain
the ever after
I miss the struggle
forgettable

Monday, June 26, 2017

Public I

Feckless at Magna Vista

I can see, to a point, that fear and hate have similar results: isolation and death.

different things mean different things

Principles and Policies

Har-dee-har-harness.

Hoarding as a sign of cancer

Struggling through adversity

crocodile tears and leavings,
suicidal thoughts and feelings.

What exactly is a public investigator?
Do they know each other? Does she know herself?


The Nucular Expresso

Deresent Dereconcile

Concede you may

Novel Unintentional

Living in Delusion

Doomed to Death

Sustainable Temperance

Abuse my Delusion

Thirstbottle

Sharon is Karen

Viscosity

I don’t Get it

Who will eat the eggs

Blacker


TRUE FORM

Basically Selfish

24 hour lights

Hot and or cold

Old motor oil

Rebirth Control

Rate Limit


Immortalitist

Space Phone

making criticism work

yummy sound

Agitaters

My Dualist Nature

Flavours and Colours

Middle Vehicles

Realized Change

Memory Dreams

Naturally Evil

Functionalizationalism


My only strength is weakness

Strength is my greatest weakness

CRACKLECAT

practically ideal, only just

the science of human health and medicine

I could never fit into a pine box

SPOONCRAFT

Popsense Abilities


The Act

Prime Numbers

A Crucial time, 7-10 yrs. ago

Rehabituation

Aleck Dressermouth

The Master of Ignorance

Getting There

Pancreal Filling

tEATiME


glamour
nice-lies
generous exaggeration


uncommon cold
chilled to the soul
heartless at its core
choosing to ignore

this dance is absurd
led to a sharp bluff
with her eyes closed
who would have known

spirits blessed machines
to get us there
who would have thought
this sickness is all mine

shaking upon waking
coughing is a nightmare
only time to spare
clarity disrupts my consciousness


Econocists

False Advertisement

Truth isn’t Mean

Man is Monster

Rich and Wealthy

Garbage Diet


CEO in Chief

Do your Job. . .

OTAN

Breathing Solutions

“Donald Trump Rants and Raves”
Vaccuuming the couch
Fake news as an oxymoron
Whats wrong?
Legitimization
Proxemics v Proximetrics

“I appreciate your input”


when I got home from work there were two people on my bed, one of them posing as my wife. Then I was on the bed asleep but I was still watching them, laying on the floor. She was a man and he was a woman, or at least that was how they were dressed. I had a dream that the astronaut was being eaten by the alien because that was just how things were, and it would certainly be absurd to be the other way around.


Animal Waste

Loss of tradition/civilization?

2nd dimension creatures

belief in a world that doesn’t exist. . .

whatever makes you feel better

distribution prohibition

personal investment

do you enjoy wasting time?

“In the future, the cat will have an etchasketch.”


Global Output

Hypothetical Hypocritical

Refuse to Recuse

the Future of Awful

dream twitch

FAKE FIRE    

I love my broken tooth

The Third Party

neiother, both

Gladys Gordon

Scum Scheme Scam


Acters

armature aperture

your news, my music

Liner Notes

top of my head

Knowing Better

Plower Outrage

Priviledge Kept

waste efficient

wholesome bodies

complicive conducent

ghost homes

inequal, unjust

precision instruments


Proclivities
Predilections

I have to get out of here
before this place drives me crazy.

Dialectic Properties

Images of Cancer

Before and After

Living in a False Dichotomy

Rolling Stop
joining difficult
toothpaste tube


Whictcraft?

age of the single

hypocrite paradox
contradictory
consummated consecrated

dr. pepper challenge

celebrity hackers

where the wild things were

Ruby Blankbutter

LSY

Wiggle Room

Benefits are Standard


Cheese is Bad

Dayjob

Verbal Agreement

Gravitation Loop
WORLDLINE
Public Investigator

Consolation!

W H A T I F


NEW YEARS RESOLUTION 2017

1. Corn Dogs for every meal (Lunch)
2. As many as I am hungry for.

3. Whatever meat value as I can afford or that are available (turkey, beef pork, etc.)
4. As long as I can, then not.

5. Any Sauce.

6. Whatever I want to drink.


Fabrikation

Chip Reader

garbage person

professor of illusion

57421

Stigma

Hope for the Future


Initial Inertial

Interest in efficience

Sentient Sentiment

Casualty of Causality

Attainable Sustainable

Existential Transcendental

Thought Belief

Peace and Happiness; Comfort and Security

Hyperbole the Champion

Half Twice

“I appreciate your initiative but I don’t work on Sunday.”


the wool under my feet, the carpet under my eyes

a 20 year old wife at 43

College from 18-25

Cancer as an epidemic

this was the last time you spoke my name
that was the last time I took the blame

She traps herself in what she knows is right,
with little thought and never asking why.
No chance for mistakes
and without blame

Sustasinable Practice

Renewable Resource

faith or trust

training and education

black ghost evaluation

“if I had my way. . .”
(I don’t tell you everything)
~individualisation+


SPECIAL POWERS

MENISCUS
CONSOLIDATION
GLOSSALIA
TRANSCENDENCE
ADVOCACY
SHOEGAZING
PROXIMETRY
ARTIFICE
BEEF RENDERING
SUPERVENICENCE
APPOSITION
AXIOMATION
REINCARNATION
WINE PAIRING


I do not live with the impression or under the assumption that we all want the same thing.

A third person perspective, lost in a first world society. . .

capitalism is not conducive
to consistent technological advancement

Nacolie Kidport

Kario Mart

Me: Are you telepathic?

Psychic: How should I know?

Myriad Raiment

Body Pillow


Production is the highest means of common interest, in which transfer displacement and change are led.

There are at least ninety-nine dimensions available to our experience, this being one of them.

If I had a job then it would be to make her life more expensive.

Do you consider yourself to be a selfish person?

Irrationally fearful and ignorant

Such a simple town
Following these young women around
Its not a bad thing to do
I happened to be quite young too


Do you depend on the dollar for survival?
What word do you consider to be the most offensive word?

the Crooks and the Crooked

Paying taxes to buy and sell

drunk cheese, dairy devils

liquidate to liquefy

endeavors of a parody artist

a “resource based economy”

no longer invested in perfection

that much is clear

The two kinds of people that I am concerned with the most in this world are the ones who can take care of themselves and the ones who choose not to.


This hat is my hat, and if it wasn’t for the hat, then we would have nothing to do with each other.

do you enjoy wasting time?

I must be nobody. . .

Her soul is traveling thirty-six million miles each day when it doesn’t have to. I’m here to break the karmic cycle.

            there is but one person who enjoys and appreciates my honesty and it is not you.

“of course I tried the everlasting gobstopper before I gave it back but it just kind of fell apart.”


            I had been living in Port Harbour for quite some time, working as a public investigator, before I saw anybody that I didn’t recognize; but she was somehow different, somehow new, apart from this world.


            It’s about a man who is looking for a woman, in order to solve the mystery, while he is running from another man who is trying to kill him. The woman is actually her own mother and so does not actually exist, and he is chasing himself, though he never does come to that realization completely. There is a hat that allows him to travel through time, though it seems to have a mind of its own as well as unknown and equally mysterious, possibly supernatural, origins.


The Science of Human Health and Medicine

Future Stressors

Easily Distracted

            melting point

Step 1,2

Last to know

Daylight grows as darkness spreads. . .

Machines hurt my feelings

Sex ain’t sexy, fun isn’t funny

Penultimate appendage, Sophomoric Particular

Wading out the storm

Cant Cumplain

technocracy/solutionalism

“Nothing in this world is ideal.”

Where do new souls hang their clothes?

BURGERS: Salz, Macncheese, Kimchi

A Compromise of Desire
A Conflict of Interest
A Recourse of Adaptation
A Longing of Inspiration


VICTIMS OF SOCIETY, the customer survives

Spare no Suspense

LOOK (BACK DOWN) AWAY

TITR, MEDI, DEMO, CELE

entertaining or attractive

hotel room for two

ARCHE-typical

WORDSun

Per Dream, two Chance, per sleep

technology is a whistle, designed to tune out. It’s not a religion until everyone needs it.

I can help you, I can’t help it.

beginning to think rationally

sentathetic sympamental

handichallenged multicapable

the one man party meets the one man band

the least we can do


“Dedicated to the memory of my parents, Theresa Marie Tandum and Dr. Edouard Greendanger.”

My mother calls me Joey. . .
            (Remember Guy Pearce)

Luxury is only meant for the ones who can enjoy it.

you move like them,
not too bright though.

What kind of man loves two women at the same time? the kind of man that loves the same woman twice?

I knew this was gonna go bad and I had no chance to stop it. I seen the future.

3 things one can be full of:
            Shit, god, or themself.

making out with someone you recognize is like playing music with someone you’re attracted to: it doesn’t last very long.

“. . . He’s a motivational speaker; they can do whatever they want.”

Let the record show of good faith

a discount existence of being

Lucky Become Fortunate

most people think I’m full of shit
the difference is I know it

Everyone Loves a Lover

Zero Doesn’t exist

Which a greater threat; the fear of earthquakes, or the earthquakes themselves?

Do you got what it takes?
We’re giving it away!

Hi, I’m looking for the mother of my children. . . will you marry me?

my mouth in ruins


Vortex on my left side,
a void on my right

            The equalities commission, or a supracomputer with the use of splitting all matter perfectly.

I need to know you’re mine
and not somebody else’s,
created just for me.
My own will to destroy

Beginning to understand the key
Principles to immortality

Compensation of a revised code
getting to know each other better
and getting away with doing something
that I didn’t really want to do.

I find it difficult to believe
in you as if you are real


            When I was young I remember wanting to go to college when I was older. At some point I learned, decided or realized that I did not have to in order to do something great, and it eventually became my hypothesis that the college student always wants to change their world or their own self but never both simultaneously and herein remains the flaw of the educational system itself, that it is not derived of some mutual beneficience, but a sheer promotion of selfish ideals and therefore completely counterintuitive professions and progressions. I am not, however, necessarily right.


Persian Perversion

The difference between Every and None,
the distance between Any and Some.

content content content
contend contempt context
contentiuous contentedment

you can’t make a decision
until you have to decide. . .

why should I forgive you for
Something that you didn’t do

I don’t want to see her cry
she don’t want to see me try

Just to make sure that I’m
aware of what’s happening.


            What if they knew in the moment we were born exactly how we were bound to die?

The Terror of the Western World

            Today is my 34th birthday. I got a card from my parents yesterday that I am not to read until this afternoon when I am out with friends downtown. It has been determined that I will be struck dead by a city bus upon leaving the restaurant. I have known this since I was seven years old.
            I expect the contents of the letter will be some goodbyes, the standard “there is no changing the future, doctor’s orders.” The first person to touch a newborn who is not related by blood momentarily sees and understands the persons entire life history and it soon evaporates like a strange dream, and it is our custom to disclose the death scene upon request. Any other information shared is taboo.


“Do you know why I pulled you over?”
“Overrated.”
“Do you realize how quick you were going back there?”
“Officer, my wife is pregnant.”
“That’s no excuse for breaking the law, sir.”
“I’m sorry, can’t we do this over again?”
“That’s not how this works.”
“Are you going to let me go?”
“I’m writing you a ticket.”
“Did I pay it already?”
“You’ll get it in the mail.”
“Well, do I get a receipt or something?”
“Look, I don’t want to see you around here ever again or I’ll have to bring you in, do you understand?”
“Not really.”
“Have a nice day, and say hello to April for me.”
60HPM


the worm remembers. . .

Futile Dimension, Innocent Remainder


At this point in my life, I do not view television as a proper means of personal education, but merely as a form of entertainment.

            I have defined magic as the spiritual advancement of technology.

            Reality, the difference between knowledge and memory.

            In our cyber age, such a barrier would only be a geodesic solution.

            Too much/too often, not enough/more than enough.

I believe She doesn’t take me seriously based on her predilections.

            I can’t tell what’s in her mind from one moment to the next.

            The flaws are inherent to the integrity of it’s essential continuity.

            I would certainly prefer to be rich, rather than poor or wealthy, at my own expense.

            He always liked to be out as much as possible, whether it was with some young girl or a piece of styrofoam.

            I intend to exploit the hierarchal system to the complete legal extent.

            Her feet sleep together.


Living with people who don’t care is like working with ghosts that do. A prisoner in one’s own home.

Fear and discomfort, pain and ignorance, whatever the cost the result is comparable.
Irreasonable, unrational.
hardwired for whatever happens,
and against anything that may.
No Choice but Trust
Secretly Lazy
Holding tabs, Keeping Grudges
Action and Treatment
Planned Obsolescence

Depression, a deep recession, a delicate affliction


Disease had, condition got
Living in convenience
Design and the symptoms
They call this the madhouse
I am not my inhibition
will I see you again


            I said I was having crazy dreams, and she told me she wishes that were unnecessary, that the brain could just “shut down.” From this, I realized they are simply the antithesis of any superstition, designed to allow the questioning of ones own belief, and without them that each one may go on indefinitely. Surely dreams are a natural safeguard against insanity, and Moreover a symptom of the cause as well as a catalyst for certain future. . .


            She only respects the idea of me and so she will only end up becoming disappointed.
            I do not expect you to appreciate this level of commitment, with little regard for the difference between impairment and inhibition.

Diving Stop


What did the little engine that could say when they switched over to electric?
I Conduit

Twice a man, twice a woman

I’ll never fit in a pine box. . .

Funny how what others consider a waste of time is just a complete waste of time.

How can I expect anyone to take myself seriously if I can’t take my self seriously?

The opposite of truth is false, because the opposite of true is mean.

Health makes wealth; haste makes waste
waste not want not, haste not haunt not
we’re here, the ghost with the host

Parallel Ascension
Mutual Resurrection

one mustn’t rely on trivial cliches
in order to get their work done.


hierarchy of nomenclature based on respect and personal values

The President
President Donald Trump
President Trump
Commander in Chief
Mr. Donald Trump
Mr. Trump
The Donald
Donald
Donald Trump
Donny
Trump
Trump
DJ
CEO in Chief
Emperor Cheeto


Ominous Mommaness
Anonymous Anomalous
Appease the masses; Upheave the Massive

I’m over it thinking I’m thinking it’s over;
sweating, shaking in place.
you know what they say,
never say “never sane, ever.”
Self-obsessed and subtly impressed,
open to question without suggestion.
Just pulled somethin stretchin.
Left in a song for the pampelmoose water.
Thinking overthinking over. . .

“Mikey was disfigured from Heroin
and he’s either playing it cool
or doesn’t know. . .”

            the wrong bus. . .

I believe, that history
will prove us right
eventually


“Some-where in the  near distant future. . .”

Sister of a different mister

FRANCHISE (franchismo)

PARANALYSIS (subjective/objective)

RAINBOW CORD (for shadoweight)

Lower Back Problems/Rotten tooth

Alphabet Cards

Giving/Receiving (Telesis)

Repurpose/Unpurpose

Longevity/Prosperity (trash can liner)

The Divine Custodian, the loss of free will and the gain of complete control; “for eating of the apple is not about what we did so much as what we do, each and every day.”

imposing personal characteristics to theshy
identify the mother of my unborn child


Normal Behavoir Knowing Better
Designed to Lose
Repercussions
SCOPE and running lapse
Wondering what we’ve lost
She doesn’t believe in sentience
Transport vessel

Nobody Made Me

Fasting isn’t good for you, but neither is eating all the time.

What good is freedom if you do nothing with it?

A heathen is somebody who works on Sunday.
A heretic is anyone who knowingly practices black magic.
            If it weren’t for religion, evil would not exist.

drain the swamp; drag the lake
contextualizationalism and the void
commuted sin a transfer of power
voluntary involvement, taking liberties
entry level position: competitive, negotiable


Christianity today is obviously a direct decendent or Judaism because Christ as a man was obviously Juish. It is only withheld information that had kept us from moving past this inevitable fact.

            I am afraid of admitting my own addictions and thus being treated as an animal. But this only seems inevitable, in order to defuse the constant struggle for myself and those around.

. . . to validate my human participation
and perpetuate my human existence
all the things that once was
and never have been
Rise up On the Alter
two by two, and one for every other one

All the men are played by women
as the women play the men

I happen to be quite content in knowing that I may very well be the reason that some of you will never meet some of the rest of you as that might have become rather traumatic for the rest of the world.
INTERNAL SYSTEM MECHANISM
FORMAT APPLICATION INTERFACE PLATFORM


Its on the tip of my tongue
How can I forget
Do you like how my mind works
without recalling the context

Im not like her
In love with a nother

She loves me every other night
With lullabies by candlelight

none of your dizziness is
any of my business;
toxic people, withdrawing in retirement,
extending their years from the public I.

Things are Kinder there,
the people are the same.

Spiders crawling into my brain
trying to gain control
A Cerealist, Seeking Whats Left

Iv’e always been used to being crazy.
Its the becoming that bugs me.

Sell Herd Oar


Periodical Parodical

I should’ve known, you have an explanation for everything.

Housebox

I know this smell

It rains when the erth is thirsty

Shoulda got it in writing

More than a few people will forget what it is to love, as love happens to be very rare in this world. It seems that most who do find it tend to exploit it (making it something that it is not.)

false sympathy
summer santa
designative nomenclature
tv on me

No concept
A dangerous competition is sympathy
initiative inventory inevitable

the older you get the easier it is to see in black and white
social responsibility
the measure of casual relationships
Birthcase Congruence, Similar Cook Times
that kind of negativity
do you know of a fundamental difference between past + future?
it will soon be worse than all of that
ununderstood forces, at work rejected
they think its alright that they can just cross the lines hecause they’re way out here and so I did too because nobody will stop us I should’ve spoke up said something to somebody but I let this slide little things hurt nobody ever