Monday, October 16, 2017

WORLD WAR THREE

     I am not afraid anymore, because I honestly believe that I have already lost all there is that is worth losing. Pain and suffering have nothing to do with each other and are hardly ever the same thing. We had been led to believe that one cannot have either if not both, but that simply is not true. You can be insane as well as ignorant, as long as you choose to be only half as much.

Thursday, October 12, 2017

This Organic Structure Cannot See Through Itself

Some people live very fulfilling ignorant lives.

Dichotomous Plott

A big fan of Barbitol

if Cali means Childhood, then I must be cancer

neural damage, nervous disorder
            disease  condition
natural, normal

Dimension theory

civilitude

do, kill, spend, waste; Time is more than a sentence.

Dr. Ersatz-Lorraine (old)
Dr. Aitch (evil)
Dr. Mark Stetson

suffering for the sake of something (‘understanding”)

the continuum of unused potential
(chaos of entropy, world at large)

            scenic transfer

miserable persons


Chocolate Soda

conservative communism

Compounded Confounded

Petty deeds

HDC, three headed monster

“other people”

Sentient Sentiment

Pain, silly and random

Where does your interest lie

nose colour for cats
smell fest for dogs

dealing with other people’s children is the most effective form of birth control.

Enabling Desensitisation

Every now and then, I meet someone who makes me realize that this body is not my own and I’m only using it to express myself.

Sometimes I wonder. . .

CRUSHER

secular sabbath

I KNEW IT; she’s dead.


Heaven Knows, Darkness Shows

What happens when the world loses its flavor I mean taste?

Gaunt and Scant, twin henchmen

DRAWS A DRINK

Library Card Program

BHRITTLE

To write down a good idea and hold on to it for too long is often a bad idea.

The evil within

Little miss wasted

so hot pulling
off the covers

Wherever you go, you never know who you’re going to run into. Unless its nobody, in which case you only have a chance of being wrong.

almost suicidal (once)
collecting pennies

just because theres a lot of suffering in the world, that don’t mean that we cant do nothin about it.


Its not a realisation cause I always felt this way.
Its a resolution.

Last night, I had an idea about something called a bed, but I decided to sleep on it.

The only difference between makeup and facepaint is glitter and sex.

Maybe you shouldn’t believe that I believe everything that you believe in.

WONDROUS STATE

dreams
beams
human beans
under my milk again

E-ViscERal

Grapefruid Creame chocolate

indigo indigone indigoner

bradies of doom

trip experience

the final touch screen

just tryin to make some pibbage


Am I uncomfortable in your immortality, for among which I quite seek yet cannot so much find my own? I do not know what it is to die and then to live forever, though certainly all I know are not only these. But still, when the being loses touch, perhaps the creature aptly loses tact, and the world its taste.

I like to think and say that I don’t know who you are or what you’re doing.

DEFINE DEFEND DEFY

Rich Culture
Pudding Shake

I nailed stirfry
on my firstry

the ghost with the most vs the beast with the least
The Flaming Lips, Animal Collective, Aphex Twin, The Strokes
Anne Onimous

Refined Drug Use

Tired of being around such miserable people
dejected, segmentary


Victims of abuse
be someone else
five and a half years
Out of sink

a masterpiece embodies a style, as well as exemplifies a person.

the greatest privilege

I am quite confident that human beings will not always be the dominant life form on the planet, if human beings even are or ever have been.

Rigorous Frivolous
Infuriate invigorate

Perhaps the key to knowing what you want is simply not knowing what you don’t want.

Monotony Monopoly


the Exploits of a Toxic Relationship
(culture a rich excuse)

An invisible cat named Frederique;
what’re they going to do with it?
Eat both light and dark, yet drink
only of your own consciousness.
First clarity, then emptiness.

imperfect urperfect
is addictive addiction?

intervention cake

how could she remind me of you if I knew her first

They don’t take advantage because they are inconsiderate, but they are inconsiderate because  they take advantage, much like how being open for debate is not necessarily the same thing as being up for argument.

Is abuse or neglect normal? Or are abuse and neglect normal?

A joyless Exuberance of Spirit!
eVisceral

ownership, essence of self, possessive chance to better health, preserved in science by an isolated age, between strength and power, preferentially exuding joyosity

I’m not md at anyone in particular but the world in general and also myself

Flippinton Swan


“One descriptor for the category of people running the world today”
Everyone that I thought I was going to be, where are they now?

AH SO DESU KA

vindow viper

This is always my least favorite time of year, growing cold and dark. I feel like a parasite both striving and straining for warmth.

Sometimes you have to go an other way.
Sometimes it’s sad what happens to kids on drugs.
Sometimes you’re better off without knowing the details.
Sometimes it all just makes so much sense.
Sometimes you choose to take it personally,
but what more can you do?
Everything used to be so much easier. Now it’s not.

The worst choice one would make is that against not making one.
(. . . thus eliminating essentiality of being)

The inevitability of being alone causes a distinctly unique form of loneliness.

            On the beach, looking for a man I’ve never seen before. I guess I’ll know when I see him, at least that’s what she said. It’d be a nice day if I wasn’t working ain’t that the truth. But anyway, not everybody gets to keep slingin pizzas forever. You gotta straighten out, make a clean break and make good for yourself, keep your head right. Cause if you lose it well sometimes theres no starting over and doing it right the second time, especially in this heat.


            We find our protagonist, Ice Davenport, in what seems to be a log cabin in the year 2574. The room is cozy, dark, with a roaring fireplace, and the room is lined with books. It is dark and storming outside. Ice is in a wheelchair, thumbing through records. The one on the turntable is skipping over and over but he doesn’t seem to mind or notice. There’s a knock on the door and Ice doesn’t move.

If politics were made illegal, if the snake was trained to eat itself, if the world was Running backwards, could you even tell?

Whats wrong?
    what strong

hard unearned money

If you don’t know what it’s like then how can you like it?

            People Ask Why A Lot. Why, you may ask? Because they don’t know-how.

By sometime and circumstances. . .

As long as the snow has been sifting, I’ve also noticed it slightly shifting.

We make everything more complicated than it needs to be


Dark Ad
Alpha Horizon
Strega Nona

Heather Wilder’s Yellow Harmonica

Foodless Restaurant
A venue and a forum
Pirate menu
tent steaks and guycords

2 musics, non-jukebox

Ether ore

Primitivist Futurist

Cortex Corridor Cosmogeny

Funny how this happens every time when funny’s not even the right word.

One way or another
it can’t be both or neither

It’s hard to not to get too emotionally invested into what I’m referring to.


            There’s a name for everything, even for the fact that there’s a name for everything, from the folds in your bed to the folds in your head, theres a name for everything.

god bless the music
let it speak for itself

Theres no burning example
nothing quite so severe

FRESH MUD

An obsolete technology for recording my dreams, a primitive scan for a permanent observation.

IN YOUR SPIDER

whoa cellular dude

The faithful sound of judgment renamed the hereafter; I am in control of my own life.

I know that it would be expensive beyond my own current means but that is enough, to alter my disposition and to say I tried.

Money Should Be Invisible


Kiss the hand of the confectioner

Project Development

Do you ever feel like you’re leading double lives, when actually its just your past struggling against your future?

a gross amount of money and invalid ways of getting it.

After-Hours Library Venue
universal portal

Lately, I’ve been finding it difficult to believe in personal sacrifice.

In the future, there is but one religion, and that is O.U.R.S.

How I wish I could change things, but I made a bad play I can’t remember.

This could never happen in real life, walking side by side with myself, seeing the world beyond my true perception.

Power Chairs/Time Machines
the clothes you wear, the place you live.

Miss Nomer

If you don’t have anything good to say, just keep it to yourself just plug that bottle, Bury that hole


This world’s supposed to be infinite, but we just keep getting hung up, within these half-truths.

complicit, complacent

He doesn’t speak for us

I used to be invested in the city

commoditeasers

comfortable hammock
is cancer normal
textbook manipulator
solar turntable for plants
six-pack fish
Deplastic my Life
Whoopz
The ComboNation of Toothings
“Someone’s gotta push the buttons

I had to let my character get away, become someone else.

certain distinction

melancholy snafu
no weird stuff
frivolous unnecessary
arson dreams
more than one music

How did you become such a miserable person? Is it my fault, is it something I said or did? Do you enjoy being this way?


Hospice Anomaly
Sterile in Stereo

White lips, Red Eyes and yellow fingernails, utility kilt and faux fur coat, tall socks and toe shoes, fishnet shirt.

unfair tethers
lurking comparison

the other Courtney and kurt
Reunedited and it feels so good

it makes me sad
to think of you
because I was misled
or I was lied to

TEMPORAL REGENERATION

H A  L    F     L      I       F        E

yeah, well. . . you’re so ignorant it doesnt even matter

Is Time Now?

A very unique and original perspective as the good guy and not very cliche at all.

It’s your world; I just live in it.

111111111111111111!

you should’ve thought about that before you had children, before your children’s children had children.


artist in resonance

your drinking problem isn’t serious unless it affects your eating

Weed is Crazy

the more diluted a subject becomes the more abstract its composite.

machines that run, machines at rest

I don’t like your attitude so either cheer the fuck up or calm the fuck down.

BEGINNING TO HALVE

a fictional restaurant
in a fictitious universe

toxic environment/relationship

nefarious leverage
hindered angular

Regret is hypothetical is sorrow is theorhetical

fear truth

How to end a song

“Sounds like they’re identifying a problem rather than creating one, and hopefully taking steps to correct it instead of living with it.”

wasting my time spinning my wheels until you get out of the way get on with it


active/positive (user)
passive/negative (substance)

whats a metaphor fore for four

Format Application Interface Platform
Sustainableing Energy Life Force

pseudoplacebo

I don’t deserve a big house because my ability to tell someone off is not the same as my parents’.

Everything you think or know about me is part of the reason that makes it hard to get up in the morning. My own crippling anxiety is a product of impractical contradiction, and the only way to further my abilities is to simply prove myself wrong. Otherwise I stay just where I am, among unknown expectations and endless doubt and confusion.

The Profitation of Survivability

LEMON DIFFICULT

double harmonic

Fostered Naivete

Life is more than a richness of wealth and a lightness of being.

A daily inconvenience


There is, quite literally, no time like the present, and no clear attribute with which to describe itself.

A TV, a bible, and a gun

Father Figures

The Entire Chain

PRODUCT/SERVICE

PROGRAM DIRECTOR

Take Back

Cargo Cult

no faith in the system
I really don’t care at all

PROIACTIVA ADDUICTION

If the world is flat then it is a pizza, and if it is a pizza, then it’s probably covered in pineapple.

Absurdist Propagandous

A + Q

It shouldn’t be easy because then anyone could do it.

9 out of 10 racists agree the sky is blue and the other guy’s just an ashull trying to prove everyone wrong.

Undo Appreciation


condition, convention, convection, confession

inadequate behavior

cultural abuse

Slumlord

Most people want to be a part of something greater than themselves, but we were friends for too short a while.

SPACE PANTS

I don’t trust you anymore

Floydian Syrup

Deregulation,
 delegalisaiton,
  delegislation

youre either with us or you’re against us or you’re for us or not.

An house is a personal investment of well being, the compromise of comfort and security with complete disregard to individual wealth, separated by perceptions of intended functionality.