Monday, October 16, 2017

WORLD WAR THREE

     I am not afraid anymore, because I honestly believe that I have already lost all there is that is worth losing. Pain and suffering have nothing to do with each other and are hardly ever the same thing. We had been led to believe that one cannot have either if not both, but that simply is not true. You can be insane as well as ignorant, as long as you choose to be only half as much.

Thursday, October 12, 2017

This Organic Structure Cannot See Through Itself

Some people live very fulfilling ignorant lives.

Dichotomous Plott

A big fan of Barbitol

if Cali means Childhood, then I must be cancer

neural damage, nervous disorder
            disease  condition
natural, normal

Dimension theory

civilitude

do, kill, spend, waste; Time is more than a sentence.

Dr. Ersatz-Lorraine (old)
Dr. Aitch (evil)
Dr. Mark Stetson

suffering for the sake of something (‘understanding”)

the continuum of unused potential
(chaos of entropy, world at large)

            scenic transfer

miserable persons


Chocolate Soda

conservative communism

Compounded Confounded

Petty deeds

HDC, three headed monster

“other people”

Sentient Sentiment

Pain, silly and random

Where does your interest lie

nose colour for cats
smell fest for dogs

dealing with other people’s children is the most effective form of birth control.

Enabling Desensitisation

Every now and then, I meet someone who makes me realize that this body is not my own and I’m only using it to express myself.

Sometimes I wonder. . .

CRUSHER

secular sabbath

I KNEW IT; she’s dead.


Heaven Knows, Darkness Shows

What happens when the world loses its flavor I mean taste?

Gaunt and Scant, twin henchmen

DRAWS A DRINK

Library Card Program

BHRITTLE

To write down a good idea and hold on to it for too long is often a bad idea.

The evil within

Little miss wasted

so hot pulling
off the covers

Wherever you go, you never know who you’re going to run into. Unless its nobody, in which case you only have a chance of being wrong.

almost suicidal (once)
collecting pennies

just because theres a lot of suffering in the world, that don’t mean that we cant do nothin about it.


Its not a realisation cause I always felt this way.
Its a resolution.

Last night, I had an idea about something called a bed, but I decided to sleep on it.

The only difference between makeup and facepaint is glitter and sex.

Maybe you shouldn’t believe that I believe everything that you believe in.

WONDROUS STATE

dreams
beams
human beans
under my milk again

E-ViscERal

Grapefruid Creame chocolate

indigo indigone indigoner

bradies of doom

trip experience

the final touch screen

just tryin to make some pibbage


Am I uncomfortable in your immortality, for among which I quite seek yet cannot so much find my own? I do not know what it is to die and then to live forever, though certainly all I know are not only these. But still, when the being loses touch, perhaps the creature aptly loses tact, and the world its taste.

I like to think and say that I don’t know who you are or what you’re doing.

DEFINE DEFEND DEFY

Rich Culture
Pudding Shake

I nailed stirfry
on my firstry

the ghost with the most vs the beast with the least
The Flaming Lips, Animal Collective, Aphex Twin, The Strokes
Anne Onimous

Refined Drug Use

Tired of being around such miserable people
dejected, segmentary


Victims of abuse
be someone else
five and a half years
Out of sink

a masterpiece embodies a style, as well as exemplifies a person.

the greatest privilege

I am quite confident that human beings will not always be the dominant life form on the planet, if human beings even are or ever have been.

Rigorous Frivolous
Infuriate invigorate

Perhaps the key to knowing what you want is simply not knowing what you don’t want.

Monotony Monopoly


the Exploits of a Toxic Relationship
(culture a rich excuse)

An invisible cat named Frederique;
what’re they going to do with it?
Eat both light and dark, yet drink
only of your own consciousness.
First clarity, then emptiness.

imperfect urperfect
is addictive addiction?

intervention cake

how could she remind me of you if I knew her first

They don’t take advantage because they are inconsiderate, but they are inconsiderate because  they take advantage, much like how being open for debate is not necessarily the same thing as being up for argument.

Is abuse or neglect normal? Or are abuse and neglect normal?

A joyless Exuberance of Spirit!
eVisceral

ownership, essence of self, possessive chance to better health, preserved in science by an isolated age, between strength and power, preferentially exuding joyosity

I’m not md at anyone in particular but the world in general and also myself

Flippinton Swan


“One descriptor for the category of people running the world today”
Everyone that I thought I was going to be, where are they now?

AH SO DESU KA

vindow viper

This is always my least favorite time of year, growing cold and dark. I feel like a parasite both striving and straining for warmth.

Sometimes you have to go an other way.
Sometimes it’s sad what happens to kids on drugs.
Sometimes you’re better off without knowing the details.
Sometimes it all just makes so much sense.
Sometimes you choose to take it personally,
but what more can you do?
Everything used to be so much easier. Now it’s not.

The worst choice one would make is that against not making one.
(. . . thus eliminating essentiality of being)

The inevitability of being alone causes a distinctly unique form of loneliness.

            On the beach, looking for a man I’ve never seen before. I guess I’ll know when I see him, at least that’s what she said. It’d be a nice day if I wasn’t working ain’t that the truth. But anyway, not everybody gets to keep slingin pizzas forever. You gotta straighten out, make a clean break and make good for yourself, keep your head right. Cause if you lose it well sometimes theres no starting over and doing it right the second time, especially in this heat.


            We find our protagonist, Ice Davenport, in what seems to be a log cabin in the year 2574. The room is cozy, dark, with a roaring fireplace, and the room is lined with books. It is dark and storming outside. Ice is in a wheelchair, thumbing through records. The one on the turntable is skipping over and over but he doesn’t seem to mind or notice. There’s a knock on the door and Ice doesn’t move.

If politics were made illegal, if the snake was trained to eat itself, if the world was Running backwards, could you even tell?

Whats wrong?
    what strong

hard unearned money

If you don’t know what it’s like then how can you like it?

            People Ask Why A Lot. Why, you may ask? Because they don’t know-how.

By sometime and circumstances. . .

As long as the snow has been sifting, I’ve also noticed it slightly shifting.

We make everything more complicated than it needs to be


Dark Ad
Alpha Horizon
Strega Nona

Heather Wilder’s Yellow Harmonica

Foodless Restaurant
A venue and a forum
Pirate menu
tent steaks and guycords

2 musics, non-jukebox

Ether ore

Primitivist Futurist

Cortex Corridor Cosmogeny

Funny how this happens every time when funny’s not even the right word.

One way or another
it can’t be both or neither

It’s hard to not to get too emotionally invested into what I’m referring to.


            There’s a name for everything, even for the fact that there’s a name for everything, from the folds in your bed to the folds in your head, theres a name for everything.

god bless the music
let it speak for itself

Theres no burning example
nothing quite so severe

FRESH MUD

An obsolete technology for recording my dreams, a primitive scan for a permanent observation.

IN YOUR SPIDER

whoa cellular dude

The faithful sound of judgment renamed the hereafter; I am in control of my own life.

I know that it would be expensive beyond my own current means but that is enough, to alter my disposition and to say I tried.

Money Should Be Invisible


Kiss the hand of the confectioner

Project Development

Do you ever feel like you’re leading double lives, when actually its just your past struggling against your future?

a gross amount of money and invalid ways of getting it.

After-Hours Library Venue
universal portal

Lately, I’ve been finding it difficult to believe in personal sacrifice.

In the future, there is but one religion, and that is O.U.R.S.

How I wish I could change things, but I made a bad play I can’t remember.

This could never happen in real life, walking side by side with myself, seeing the world beyond my true perception.

Power Chairs/Time Machines
the clothes you wear, the place you live.

Miss Nomer

If you don’t have anything good to say, just keep it to yourself just plug that bottle, Bury that hole


This world’s supposed to be infinite, but we just keep getting hung up, within these half-truths.

complicit, complacent

He doesn’t speak for us

I used to be invested in the city

commoditeasers

comfortable hammock
is cancer normal
textbook manipulator
solar turntable for plants
six-pack fish
Deplastic my Life
Whoopz
The ComboNation of Toothings
“Someone’s gotta push the buttons

I had to let my character get away, become someone else.

certain distinction

melancholy snafu
no weird stuff
frivolous unnecessary
arson dreams
more than one music

How did you become such a miserable person? Is it my fault, is it something I said or did? Do you enjoy being this way?


Hospice Anomaly
Sterile in Stereo

White lips, Red Eyes and yellow fingernails, utility kilt and faux fur coat, tall socks and toe shoes, fishnet shirt.

unfair tethers
lurking comparison

the other Courtney and kurt
Reunedited and it feels so good

it makes me sad
to think of you
because I was misled
or I was lied to

TEMPORAL REGENERATION

H A  L    F     L      I       F        E

yeah, well. . . you’re so ignorant it doesnt even matter

Is Time Now?

A very unique and original perspective as the good guy and not very cliche at all.

It’s your world; I just live in it.

111111111111111111!

you should’ve thought about that before you had children, before your children’s children had children.


artist in resonance

your drinking problem isn’t serious unless it affects your eating

Weed is Crazy

the more diluted a subject becomes the more abstract its composite.

machines that run, machines at rest

I don’t like your attitude so either cheer the fuck up or calm the fuck down.

BEGINNING TO HALVE

a fictional restaurant
in a fictitious universe

toxic environment/relationship

nefarious leverage
hindered angular

Regret is hypothetical is sorrow is theorhetical

fear truth

How to end a song

“Sounds like they’re identifying a problem rather than creating one, and hopefully taking steps to correct it instead of living with it.”

wasting my time spinning my wheels until you get out of the way get on with it


active/positive (user)
passive/negative (substance)

whats a metaphor fore for four

Format Application Interface Platform
Sustainableing Energy Life Force

pseudoplacebo

I don’t deserve a big house because my ability to tell someone off is not the same as my parents’.

Everything you think or know about me is part of the reason that makes it hard to get up in the morning. My own crippling anxiety is a product of impractical contradiction, and the only way to further my abilities is to simply prove myself wrong. Otherwise I stay just where I am, among unknown expectations and endless doubt and confusion.

The Profitation of Survivability

LEMON DIFFICULT

double harmonic

Fostered Naivete

Life is more than a richness of wealth and a lightness of being.

A daily inconvenience


There is, quite literally, no time like the present, and no clear attribute with which to describe itself.

A TV, a bible, and a gun

Father Figures

The Entire Chain

PRODUCT/SERVICE

PROGRAM DIRECTOR

Take Back

Cargo Cult

no faith in the system
I really don’t care at all

PROIACTIVA ADDUICTION

If the world is flat then it is a pizza, and if it is a pizza, then it’s probably covered in pineapple.

Absurdist Propagandous

A + Q

It shouldn’t be easy because then anyone could do it.

9 out of 10 racists agree the sky is blue and the other guy’s just an ashull trying to prove everyone wrong.

Undo Appreciation


condition, convention, convection, confession

inadequate behavior

cultural abuse

Slumlord

Most people want to be a part of something greater than themselves, but we were friends for too short a while.

SPACE PANTS

I don’t trust you anymore

Floydian Syrup

Deregulation,
 delegalisaiton,
  delegislation

youre either with us or you’re against us or you’re for us or not.

An house is a personal investment of well being, the compromise of comfort and security with complete disregard to individual wealth, separated by perceptions of intended functionality.

Friday, July 28, 2017

medicine alley

sweaty eyes sticky palms
It's not that I don't care I just
smelly mouth stinky brain
having fun such a drum
When we go out together
I'm certain it was worse
because because well
When we go out together
Cotton the rain soaked
darkest dream hath drawn
Impressionably nothing
standing in blind spotness
Raisin guest I'm foot and

Thursday, June 29, 2017

Our Favorite Spiritual Addiction

I miss my heroes
I miss my friends
I miss the future
I miss those chances
I miss the young ones
I miss the young times
I miss the outcasts
I miss the warm ones
I miss the trees
and the fields
I miss the daylight
I miss the people who matter
I miss the ones who count
I miss wanting
I miss the rest
I miss the lonely hours
I miss the very end
I miss the laughter
I miss the dying
I miss the pain
the ever after
I miss the struggle
forgettable

Monday, June 26, 2017

Public I

Feckless at Magna Vista

I can see, to a point, that fear and hate have similar results: isolation and death.

different things mean different things

Principles and Policies

Har-dee-har-harness.

Hoarding as a sign of cancer

Struggling through adversity

crocodile tears and leavings,
suicidal thoughts and feelings.

What exactly is a public investigator?
Do they know each other? Does she know herself?


The Nucular Expresso

Deresent Dereconcile

Concede you may

Novel Unintentional

Living in Delusion

Doomed to Death

Sustainable Temperance

Abuse my Delusion

Thirstbottle

Sharon is Karen

Viscosity

I don’t Get it

Who will eat the eggs

Blacker


TRUE FORM

Basically Selfish

24 hour lights

Hot and or cold

Old motor oil

Rebirth Control

Rate Limit


Immortalitist

Space Phone

making criticism work

yummy sound

Agitaters

My Dualist Nature

Flavours and Colours

Middle Vehicles

Realized Change

Memory Dreams

Naturally Evil

Functionalizationalism


My only strength is weakness

Strength is my greatest weakness

CRACKLECAT

practically ideal, only just

the science of human health and medicine

I could never fit into a pine box

SPOONCRAFT

Popsense Abilities


The Act

Prime Numbers

A Crucial time, 7-10 yrs. ago

Rehabituation

Aleck Dressermouth

The Master of Ignorance

Getting There

Pancreal Filling

tEATiME


glamour
nice-lies
generous exaggeration


uncommon cold
chilled to the soul
heartless at its core
choosing to ignore

this dance is absurd
led to a sharp bluff
with her eyes closed
who would have known

spirits blessed machines
to get us there
who would have thought
this sickness is all mine

shaking upon waking
coughing is a nightmare
only time to spare
clarity disrupts my consciousness


Econocists

False Advertisement

Truth isn’t Mean

Man is Monster

Rich and Wealthy

Garbage Diet


CEO in Chief

Do your Job. . .

OTAN

Breathing Solutions

“Donald Trump Rants and Raves”
Vaccuuming the couch
Fake news as an oxymoron
Whats wrong?
Legitimization
Proxemics v Proximetrics

“I appreciate your input”


when I got home from work there were two people on my bed, one of them posing as my wife. Then I was on the bed asleep but I was still watching them, laying on the floor. She was a man and he was a woman, or at least that was how they were dressed. I had a dream that the astronaut was being eaten by the alien because that was just how things were, and it would certainly be absurd to be the other way around.


Animal Waste

Loss of tradition/civilization?

2nd dimension creatures

belief in a world that doesn’t exist. . .

whatever makes you feel better

distribution prohibition

personal investment

do you enjoy wasting time?

“In the future, the cat will have an etchasketch.”


Global Output

Hypothetical Hypocritical

Refuse to Recuse

the Future of Awful

dream twitch

FAKE FIRE    

I love my broken tooth

The Third Party

neiother, both

Gladys Gordon

Scum Scheme Scam


Acters

armature aperture

your news, my music

Liner Notes

top of my head

Knowing Better

Plower Outrage

Priviledge Kept

waste efficient

wholesome bodies

complicive conducent

ghost homes

inequal, unjust

precision instruments


Proclivities
Predilections

I have to get out of here
before this place drives me crazy.

Dialectic Properties

Images of Cancer

Before and After

Living in a False Dichotomy

Rolling Stop
joining difficult
toothpaste tube


Whictcraft?

age of the single

hypocrite paradox
contradictory
consummated consecrated

dr. pepper challenge

celebrity hackers

where the wild things were

Ruby Blankbutter

LSY

Wiggle Room

Benefits are Standard


Cheese is Bad

Dayjob

Verbal Agreement

Gravitation Loop
WORLDLINE
Public Investigator

Consolation!

W H A T I F


NEW YEARS RESOLUTION 2017

1. Corn Dogs for every meal (Lunch)
2. As many as I am hungry for.

3. Whatever meat value as I can afford or that are available (turkey, beef pork, etc.)
4. As long as I can, then not.

5. Any Sauce.

6. Whatever I want to drink.


Fabrikation

Chip Reader

garbage person

professor of illusion

57421

Stigma

Hope for the Future


Initial Inertial

Interest in efficience

Sentient Sentiment

Casualty of Causality

Attainable Sustainable

Existential Transcendental

Thought Belief

Peace and Happiness; Comfort and Security

Hyperbole the Champion

Half Twice

“I appreciate your initiative but I don’t work on Sunday.”


the wool under my feet, the carpet under my eyes

a 20 year old wife at 43

College from 18-25

Cancer as an epidemic

this was the last time you spoke my name
that was the last time I took the blame

She traps herself in what she knows is right,
with little thought and never asking why.
No chance for mistakes
and without blame

Sustasinable Practice

Renewable Resource

faith or trust

training and education

black ghost evaluation

“if I had my way. . .”
(I don’t tell you everything)
~individualisation+


SPECIAL POWERS

MENISCUS
CONSOLIDATION
GLOSSALIA
TRANSCENDENCE
ADVOCACY
SHOEGAZING
PROXIMETRY
ARTIFICE
BEEF RENDERING
SUPERVENICENCE
APPOSITION
AXIOMATION
REINCARNATION
WINE PAIRING


I do not live with the impression or under the assumption that we all want the same thing.

A third person perspective, lost in a first world society. . .

capitalism is not conducive
to consistent technological advancement

Nacolie Kidport

Kario Mart

Me: Are you telepathic?

Psychic: How should I know?

Myriad Raiment

Body Pillow


Production is the highest means of common interest, in which transfer displacement and change are led.

There are at least ninety-nine dimensions available to our experience, this being one of them.

If I had a job then it would be to make her life more expensive.

Do you consider yourself to be a selfish person?

Irrationally fearful and ignorant

Such a simple town
Following these young women around
Its not a bad thing to do
I happened to be quite young too


Do you depend on the dollar for survival?
What word do you consider to be the most offensive word?

the Crooks and the Crooked

Paying taxes to buy and sell

drunk cheese, dairy devils

liquidate to liquefy

endeavors of a parody artist

a “resource based economy”

no longer invested in perfection

that much is clear

The two kinds of people that I am concerned with the most in this world are the ones who can take care of themselves and the ones who choose not to.


This hat is my hat, and if it wasn’t for the hat, then we would have nothing to do with each other.

do you enjoy wasting time?

I must be nobody. . .

Her soul is traveling thirty-six million miles each day when it doesn’t have to. I’m here to break the karmic cycle.

            there is but one person who enjoys and appreciates my honesty and it is not you.

“of course I tried the everlasting gobstopper before I gave it back but it just kind of fell apart.”


            I had been living in Port Harbour for quite some time, working as a public investigator, before I saw anybody that I didn’t recognize; but she was somehow different, somehow new, apart from this world.


            It’s about a man who is looking for a woman, in order to solve the mystery, while he is running from another man who is trying to kill him. The woman is actually her own mother and so does not actually exist, and he is chasing himself, though he never does come to that realization completely. There is a hat that allows him to travel through time, though it seems to have a mind of its own as well as unknown and equally mysterious, possibly supernatural, origins.


The Science of Human Health and Medicine

Future Stressors

Easily Distracted

            melting point

Step 1,2

Last to know

Daylight grows as darkness spreads. . .

Machines hurt my feelings

Sex ain’t sexy, fun isn’t funny

Penultimate appendage, Sophomoric Particular

Wading out the storm

Cant Cumplain

technocracy/solutionalism

“Nothing in this world is ideal.”

Where do new souls hang their clothes?

BURGERS: Salz, Macncheese, Kimchi

A Compromise of Desire
A Conflict of Interest
A Recourse of Adaptation
A Longing of Inspiration


VICTIMS OF SOCIETY, the customer survives

Spare no Suspense

LOOK (BACK DOWN) AWAY

TITR, MEDI, DEMO, CELE

entertaining or attractive

hotel room for two

ARCHE-typical

WORDSun

Per Dream, two Chance, per sleep

technology is a whistle, designed to tune out. It’s not a religion until everyone needs it.

I can help you, I can’t help it.

beginning to think rationally

sentathetic sympamental

handichallenged multicapable

the one man party meets the one man band

the least we can do


“Dedicated to the memory of my parents, Theresa Marie Tandum and Dr. Edouard Greendanger.”

My mother calls me Joey. . .
            (Remember Guy Pearce)

Luxury is only meant for the ones who can enjoy it.

you move like them,
not too bright though.

What kind of man loves two women at the same time? the kind of man that loves the same woman twice?

I knew this was gonna go bad and I had no chance to stop it. I seen the future.

3 things one can be full of:
            Shit, god, or themself.

making out with someone you recognize is like playing music with someone you’re attracted to: it doesn’t last very long.

“. . . He’s a motivational speaker; they can do whatever they want.”

Let the record show of good faith

a discount existence of being

Lucky Become Fortunate

most people think I’m full of shit
the difference is I know it

Everyone Loves a Lover

Zero Doesn’t exist

Which a greater threat; the fear of earthquakes, or the earthquakes themselves?

Do you got what it takes?
We’re giving it away!

Hi, I’m looking for the mother of my children. . . will you marry me?

my mouth in ruins


Vortex on my left side,
a void on my right

            The equalities commission, or a supracomputer with the use of splitting all matter perfectly.

I need to know you’re mine
and not somebody else’s,
created just for me.
My own will to destroy

Beginning to understand the key
Principles to immortality

Compensation of a revised code
getting to know each other better
and getting away with doing something
that I didn’t really want to do.

I find it difficult to believe
in you as if you are real


            When I was young I remember wanting to go to college when I was older. At some point I learned, decided or realized that I did not have to in order to do something great, and it eventually became my hypothesis that the college student always wants to change their world or their own self but never both simultaneously and herein remains the flaw of the educational system itself, that it is not derived of some mutual beneficience, but a sheer promotion of selfish ideals and therefore completely counterintuitive professions and progressions. I am not, however, necessarily right.


Persian Perversion

The difference between Every and None,
the distance between Any and Some.

content content content
contend contempt context
contentiuous contentedment

you can’t make a decision
until you have to decide. . .

why should I forgive you for
Something that you didn’t do

I don’t want to see her cry
she don’t want to see me try

Just to make sure that I’m
aware of what’s happening.


            What if they knew in the moment we were born exactly how we were bound to die?

The Terror of the Western World

            Today is my 34th birthday. I got a card from my parents yesterday that I am not to read until this afternoon when I am out with friends downtown. It has been determined that I will be struck dead by a city bus upon leaving the restaurant. I have known this since I was seven years old.
            I expect the contents of the letter will be some goodbyes, the standard “there is no changing the future, doctor’s orders.” The first person to touch a newborn who is not related by blood momentarily sees and understands the persons entire life history and it soon evaporates like a strange dream, and it is our custom to disclose the death scene upon request. Any other information shared is taboo.


“Do you know why I pulled you over?”
“Overrated.”
“Do you realize how quick you were going back there?”
“Officer, my wife is pregnant.”
“That’s no excuse for breaking the law, sir.”
“I’m sorry, can’t we do this over again?”
“That’s not how this works.”
“Are you going to let me go?”
“I’m writing you a ticket.”
“Did I pay it already?”
“You’ll get it in the mail.”
“Well, do I get a receipt or something?”
“Look, I don’t want to see you around here ever again or I’ll have to bring you in, do you understand?”
“Not really.”
“Have a nice day, and say hello to April for me.”
60HPM


the worm remembers. . .

Futile Dimension, Innocent Remainder


At this point in my life, I do not view television as a proper means of personal education, but merely as a form of entertainment.

            I have defined magic as the spiritual advancement of technology.

            Reality, the difference between knowledge and memory.

            In our cyber age, such a barrier would only be a geodesic solution.

            Too much/too often, not enough/more than enough.

I believe She doesn’t take me seriously based on her predilections.

            I can’t tell what’s in her mind from one moment to the next.

            The flaws are inherent to the integrity of it’s essential continuity.

            I would certainly prefer to be rich, rather than poor or wealthy, at my own expense.

            He always liked to be out as much as possible, whether it was with some young girl or a piece of styrofoam.

            I intend to exploit the hierarchal system to the complete legal extent.

            Her feet sleep together.


Living with people who don’t care is like working with ghosts that do. A prisoner in one’s own home.

Fear and discomfort, pain and ignorance, whatever the cost the result is comparable.
Irreasonable, unrational.
hardwired for whatever happens,
and against anything that may.
No Choice but Trust
Secretly Lazy
Holding tabs, Keeping Grudges
Action and Treatment
Planned Obsolescence

Depression, a deep recession, a delicate affliction


Disease had, condition got
Living in convenience
Design and the symptoms
They call this the madhouse
I am not my inhibition
will I see you again


            I said I was having crazy dreams, and she told me she wishes that were unnecessary, that the brain could just “shut down.” From this, I realized they are simply the antithesis of any superstition, designed to allow the questioning of ones own belief, and without them that each one may go on indefinitely. Surely dreams are a natural safeguard against insanity, and Moreover a symptom of the cause as well as a catalyst for certain future. . .


            She only respects the idea of me and so she will only end up becoming disappointed.
            I do not expect you to appreciate this level of commitment, with little regard for the difference between impairment and inhibition.

Diving Stop


What did the little engine that could say when they switched over to electric?
I Conduit

Twice a man, twice a woman

I’ll never fit in a pine box. . .

Funny how what others consider a waste of time is just a complete waste of time.

How can I expect anyone to take myself seriously if I can’t take my self seriously?

The opposite of truth is false, because the opposite of true is mean.

Health makes wealth; haste makes waste
waste not want not, haste not haunt not
we’re here, the ghost with the host

Parallel Ascension
Mutual Resurrection

one mustn’t rely on trivial cliches
in order to get their work done.


hierarchy of nomenclature based on respect and personal values

The President
President Donald Trump
President Trump
Commander in Chief
Mr. Donald Trump
Mr. Trump
The Donald
Donald
Donald Trump
Donny
Trump
Trump
DJ
CEO in Chief
Emperor Cheeto


Ominous Mommaness
Anonymous Anomalous
Appease the masses; Upheave the Massive

I’m over it thinking I’m thinking it’s over;
sweating, shaking in place.
you know what they say,
never say “never sane, ever.”
Self-obsessed and subtly impressed,
open to question without suggestion.
Just pulled somethin stretchin.
Left in a song for the pampelmoose water.
Thinking overthinking over. . .

“Mikey was disfigured from Heroin
and he’s either playing it cool
or doesn’t know. . .”

            the wrong bus. . .

I believe, that history
will prove us right
eventually


“Some-where in the  near distant future. . .”

Sister of a different mister

FRANCHISE (franchismo)

PARANALYSIS (subjective/objective)

RAINBOW CORD (for shadoweight)

Lower Back Problems/Rotten tooth

Alphabet Cards

Giving/Receiving (Telesis)

Repurpose/Unpurpose

Longevity/Prosperity (trash can liner)

The Divine Custodian, the loss of free will and the gain of complete control; “for eating of the apple is not about what we did so much as what we do, each and every day.”

imposing personal characteristics to theshy
identify the mother of my unborn child


Normal Behavoir Knowing Better
Designed to Lose
Repercussions
SCOPE and running lapse
Wondering what we’ve lost
She doesn’t believe in sentience
Transport vessel

Nobody Made Me

Fasting isn’t good for you, but neither is eating all the time.

What good is freedom if you do nothing with it?

A heathen is somebody who works on Sunday.
A heretic is anyone who knowingly practices black magic.
            If it weren’t for religion, evil would not exist.

drain the swamp; drag the lake
contextualizationalism and the void
commuted sin a transfer of power
voluntary involvement, taking liberties
entry level position: competitive, negotiable


Christianity today is obviously a direct decendent or Judaism because Christ as a man was obviously Juish. It is only withheld information that had kept us from moving past this inevitable fact.

            I am afraid of admitting my own addictions and thus being treated as an animal. But this only seems inevitable, in order to defuse the constant struggle for myself and those around.

. . . to validate my human participation
and perpetuate my human existence
all the things that once was
and never have been
Rise up On the Alter
two by two, and one for every other one

All the men are played by women
as the women play the men

I happen to be quite content in knowing that I may very well be the reason that some of you will never meet some of the rest of you as that might have become rather traumatic for the rest of the world.
INTERNAL SYSTEM MECHANISM
FORMAT APPLICATION INTERFACE PLATFORM


Its on the tip of my tongue
How can I forget
Do you like how my mind works
without recalling the context

Im not like her
In love with a nother

She loves me every other night
With lullabies by candlelight

none of your dizziness is
any of my business;
toxic people, withdrawing in retirement,
extending their years from the public I.

Things are Kinder there,
the people are the same.

Spiders crawling into my brain
trying to gain control
A Cerealist, Seeking Whats Left

Iv’e always been used to being crazy.
Its the becoming that bugs me.

Sell Herd Oar


Periodical Parodical

I should’ve known, you have an explanation for everything.

Housebox

I know this smell

It rains when the erth is thirsty

Shoulda got it in writing

More than a few people will forget what it is to love, as love happens to be very rare in this world. It seems that most who do find it tend to exploit it (making it something that it is not.)

false sympathy
summer santa
designative nomenclature
tv on me

No concept
A dangerous competition is sympathy
initiative inventory inevitable

the older you get the easier it is to see in black and white
social responsibility
the measure of casual relationships
Birthcase Congruence, Similar Cook Times
that kind of negativity
do you know of a fundamental difference between past + future?
it will soon be worse than all of that
ununderstood forces, at work rejected
they think its alright that they can just cross the lines hecause they’re way out here and so I did too because nobody will stop us I should’ve spoke up said something to somebody but I let this slide little things hurt nobody ever 






Monday, April 24, 2017

The Difference Between

            I’m sorry I killed you. Yeah, I guess your life is over. Some may call it suicide but it seems to me that we each used our chances to the best of our ability. Selfish ignorance is a leading cause of painful suffering; I’m ready for the next evolutionary step.
        I had time before my flight to watch a movie but I had to be on my way around midnight, about twelve thirty, before one. I looked in the mirror and it was as if my bottom jaw was completely gone; the skin sagged and I could see the impression of the top row through my neck, couldn’t tell if thats just what they looked like from underneath. I said I’d wash the dishes if she would just do everything else, which just happened to be the opposite of nothing.
        The ending was different than from what I chose to remember, only kind of anticlimactic. I thought I was dying, with regards to my strange symptoms, the apparent hole in my neck and my growing sense of apathy towards everyone: (society, the world, them, and the rest.)
        I feel like I’m on drugs but actually I think I may have taken less than I gave, remaining here only in some strange deficit, only trying to not make too much noise. I’ve always been an only child, a middle kind of kid, centered in my simplicity and isolation, irresponsible, immortal, immature. This is definitely falling apart now and just trying to reassemble itself. My irrational behavior is hardly an excuse to continue breathing like this in here. I know its sunny where I’m going, when I wake up. It will all be new to me, as if I had never done this before again.
        If its no accident then what am I supposed to call it? Living by the whim and will of ones unknown neighbor, in contrast to the one that gladly cuts your grass. Moving in one direction. Smells like springtime. Hardly an accident. Unused potential a matter of time. This is where beauty lies, the chance to turn ugly. Unchecked agression. Unknown prediction. Where will we go when this starts and how will we know by the time it’s really over? 

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

ADM Pt. 4

Equanimity, ain’t it shitty,
too much for the town,
not enough for the city.
Beauty ain’t pretty, ugly and skinny,
sleepless nights,
not losing any.
Pass the pepper, honey. . .
Ball or chain, pillow of salt
wet hamster
Hindu Martha
Tomorrow is an other day.

a dark matter technician amid harbingers of desultory circumlocution

The Grandmother Complex facilitates the Grandfather Paradox.

parallel ascension, the hierarckychal expanse (Lead)

complanency, falsascertions

format application interface platform

surface conditioning
10. A single rule is meant to be broken.

Feed The Robot, Not The Beast


the seconds inexplicable
first thing first thing first thing first thing first
Dutiful Beautiful Successful

Practice your balance, and balance your practice.

twice a man, twice a woman
Shotgun, Bitch, Death, Shadow
It’s getting too real. . .

do drugs take drugs on drugs
I can’t tell you wine ought.

get the real hard work done early
Per dream to chance per sleep
This has all happened before, and everybody knows it.
Everything and The Rest. . .

Easy to blame others for their mistakes.

faced with a new solution
those receptors never close
Respect or Understanding. . .

Converse expense of Speculations

opportunity cost me a fortune


money well spent
Health Assurance,
Maximum Wage.

ten thousand hours. . .

the acrimonious crescendo

Retroactive introspection

tiny piece of plastic

two ways to level up:
either death or waking
(never both)

The difference between comedy and tragedy, when things go right.

defense against madness. . .

Have Fun
My watch ticks about half the time. Either it does or it doesn’t.

thermodynamic control

She will not condone this kind of behavior. Protest.
Genius, being incompatible with human tendency, is always two-sided.
Personal Investment


Letters of transmit
Schizophrenic narcissism
Hello, Careful, Sorry

fourth wall dimensional drop

externalization
I was supposedly fifteen when this was supposed to have taken place.
Everything’s a big deal if you don’t have anything better to do.
Where is the soul?

the minds of torment few and far between
I’m not me, this isn’t me.
Command and control. . .
The Popular Context;
this was not meant to last.
Artisan Arson
Everything happens for a reason and it only has to happen twice.

slavery, service, savings, sacrifice.


Did you hear the one about the humorless void? It’s no laughing matter.

Wash first, condition second
Water well drawn
(when want turned to went)

Respect and Understanding

domesticated and unchanging, tame, non-life-threatening.

work, play, rest, sleep, dream.

Air, light, sound, fragrance, space: the restaurant experience.

Virtual Tangibility. . .

The Texuramitazisch
“Come for table.”
Farmhouse Cuisine
Complacense or Fearmongery; Insect-and-Beastiology. . .

good at what I do, bad at what I don’t.

Funny Men, Good Women, Other People, Bad Future
Better Things To Do. . .


The one thing that I dislike the most about going out after staying at the house for so long is the indigestion.

Allocation of Funds
Imagining a circle;
Realizing a sphere.
(Knowing a point*,
Plotting a curve. . . )
*experiencing a moment

full disclosure

Rhetoric and cliché
Supplementing my success and survival, the internet of things, making things more thingy.

going on with it without knowing why.
A Compromise of Desire
A Conflict of Interest
A Recourse of Adaptation
A Longing of Inspiration
My Professional Opinion
Incorporative Literature
A Fateful Reminder
Bathed in the Either
What’s wrong?
Nothing.


got what I came for, Bought what I paid for, gonna leave it better than you left it; global reset.

cities all the same
who is left to blame
take my name in vain
numb the pain away

Please Home the Helpless
The Big Audience
She don’t want a project
four wheels or legs
Safeguard Benefit Economics

Rectangular Pyramid
Regressive Congruence
Recursive Concurrence
Retroactive Convolution
Reimbursive Contribution
Realistic Imagination
Robotic Automation
Legitimization

alcubierre drive
jonbar hinge
Adversity or Diversity
Invest in your Health,
For your Better Self.


FORMAT APPLICATION INTERFACE PLATFORM (F.A.I.P.)

don’t trust the demiurge

Indoctrination or education
some reason chose to believe

Funny men don’t die.
Funny men get sad,
and then they die.

profound truth through found proof.

Primitivistic Inebriationism

detoxicantivacationism

go on and ask her about:
wormholes, professional permission, respect and supervision.

phase change; consideration.

Relatively nothing, and nothing to compare it to.

embarrassment less than well

Leaving heavily lifting to the machines.

conscious, constant, and consistent.

as much coffee as possible, as much water as coffee, and as much food as one can handle.


Every Other Fourth-Coming
Staying in ones quarters.
Literal, actual, real truths,
every and all simply relative

Let the record show
admissible omission
the difference exists
on the fourth dimension

ascertain relevancy
entertain necessity

the heart is a computer
machines hurt my feelings
nice lies, mean truth
the television a brain

I don’t get paid to think, so I don’t.

everything dies;
I’m used to it.

neutralized sensitivity

the anarchist party

Systematically dismantling

manifest density. . .

cybernetic mutations

the great disruptor

a matter of spacetime
wormhole exits
continuum


Baby’s First Grand

Four Grey Grey Grey Walls,
Red Curtains, Candlelight,
A hidden door, below ground
Basic Absence of Details

window cracks
backyard snacks

All the channels
Hydrotherapeutic

where the heats are seated
not gonna go just to loose

It’s allmost three much
coming in to my own

Serious person, false human

FREE DRUGS

clean springing

necessible inevitary

drumming to the march of my own beat.

Standing in direct opposition with the modern medical system

embracing the mortality

the color of the sun,
the shade of the mirror.

unnameable goodness


Am I becoming
Will I become
Am I somebody
I do not like

complex ignorance
post void dribbling
laughing and sneezing
wasted in my youth

gut thinking
hygienic response
the inward frontier

artifacts and artificts

Cut with some cheap white substitute

I can’t believe we would choose to participate in something so superficial.

get my own goldenware
this sick makes me place
makes me stronger

awesomazing, amazisome. . .
Racial Intolerance
BRAINWAVES

Four Walls of Congestion

systematic stupification

narrow and closed minded

doesn’t make any distance


downplay all possible futures

there exists no schedule in
this world that is
practically ideal

If it wasn’t for facebook, I couldn’t be able to tell what it was that I did or did not like.

Change is Uncertain.

All my friends are dems,
all her friends are them.

“My back hurts.”

When things go wrong, the wrong get things.
Don’t say I didn’t told you so.

Verified Authentication

Vesica Pescis

middle time, night or day

a good waste of black space

will they never let me be

My mess is a desk but
a house it should be.

Speaking of Irony. . .

tangible virtuality


Business Hours Seven to Four
Waking Hours Twelve to Six

Fringe or Surface Dwellers

Fractal fetish, chaos lust

Can’t match a face to a name
Changed to protect the profit

collective feeding routines

warning against the side effects of pharmaceutical commercials

freedom to implore
living in excesss
dreaming to writing
dying for the moment

Reruns/leftovers

I wrote the book. . .

the silver irony, the naughty box, the el duderino, and peace o’ pizza.
Quadratic Deployment
Meal Plan
Grass always greener
other side of the tracks
can’t have it all and
everything else

blood sugar concentration

devisive contentious

Book of Antonyms


grapefruit and liquorise

neapolitan salad

melt my meltor

jager and red hot ice cream

lavender grasshopper lemon poundcake sandwiches

cherry bombe, pistachio
dark chocolate ganache

wine tart

breakfast of champions

Subjects of a toxic environment: absorption.

Practice rejecting doctrines
eliminating antiquated cells

anything is more closely related to the space that doesn’t surround it.

non-transferrable fortunes

Personal investment and insurance

The money you spent is the money I’ll have.
I understand that it is not extremely pleasant to be living in fear.


Knowable, known, unknown, unknowable
Principle Dilution of sorts

withdrawn perspective system

when it comes to numbers, the difference is the similarity; and when it comes to names, the similarity is the difference.

nothing surprises me, gentlemen.

median judgement experience

misplaced expectations

had a hard time explaining

baths every day or
showers every other


contextualizationalisticians

Desensitizationalitizication

negative reaction aspect

effortless consolidation
vegetative fruition

control freak behaviors and tendencies

making sure things run smoothly


Living Beyond One’s Own Means

Pure consolidation

The Greendanger Institute of Application and Appreciation

Strange new colors

a polymorphic perspection
apperfective acquisition

time, gravity, language

Symptoms of Health:
the disease that don’t get better, no matter what you do

too much coffee,
not enough cup.

chaos associatives

am I better? Yes
do I feel better? No

future tense and anxious

Meddling Conformist Attitudes

comedy seen, tragedy felt
Life in the absence of shadow

design theory

fundamental practice
participation method

Potential cause
Initial output


She can’t be trusted,
to be left alone.

The fire’s always going;
no need to wake up early.

You’re not just a part of me

felt good to be on their team

hate is not like not like not
unlike

the message is the inverse

treatment based on condition

toothpicks chopsticks

interrupted derivation
intercepted deviation

Symbologies in everyday life

systematic deconstruction

accomplices are standing by

the last time that this happened. . .

you must be kidding
you gotta be joking

a version, a vision, a void and a veil

a tension to a diction

obsession without restriction


Our best defense against irony is sarcasm.

correcting the universe

extrapolation exaggeration

hail satans accounts

the devil lives at home

discontent with the human aspect

fed up with the stupid tricks

Paid for it, fair and square.
Made it up just like a bed

Polygonal Polyrhytmic
Semiporous slightly moronic

Kingdom come, back for more,
a festival mentality. . .

wounded reaction,
superficial review

the word a possible reality

Senses clouded in
a particular direction

scruples and frivols to spend

Streetjumping a regular occurrence

Everyone carries a duezie


Skeptix allow one to see the world how it isn’t, so they may know everything for what it is.

my staff and my case

interdimensional vehicle

a time-travelling hat

titration and mediation

sourcery; solutionalism

omniuniversal eclecticism

acompetitive scenario medium

Plotting my own demise
Planning my own escape

domestic aliens, learning to deal with disappointment

ten-thousand hour expertise

technological compensations
levels of strife, saturation

Subsitence of sicknesses

cheap facsimile of Absolute

Parasites Hilarious

How can it mean something different to everyone?


Dig your own grave. . .

Glory to the blessed, unnamed chaos

resistant to absentminded revivalism

“I want to be a cavalryman, Like my father.”

Self-preserving qualifiers

dying language, Sinking ship;
god save our selfish love.
Brass Plaques, IRONiCLAD.

non-attorney spokesperson

who am I and what will I
become, beyond inevitability.

the beginning of goodness

What do you know about
bacteria?

Boring Doing Nothing. . .

Sustainable Resource;
Learned Behavior.

Maple Ginger Bacon Ice Cream

Either Love it or Hate it.

Tertiary Compound


Sustained Energy Life Force

Walls shall not divide
civilization from itself.

Symptomography

How does she pay the rent?

Castles made of sandcastles

Interpol, Muse, and Radiohead

napalm authority
an execution of power

Rabbitholes or creepy people

Exercises in Futility, right?

Cleanse the Palette,
Prepare the canvas

Golden Silverware

an eye for the defectives

Government Band-aid
the notion of private systems

Paragnoiacism
complacent dissident

Regular Pibbage Availability

not enough space to take
can’t afford the change
Retractable Truckbed Canopy


GRAVITATION LOOP
evidence of repetition

confidence in competence

Your egg on pan
Mini McMansion


fictionalization, you can’t get there from here

might as well, just in case,
in the hands of god and fate.
twist and shout, acting out,
I guess you just don’t get it

courtesy was once contagious

Personality doesn’t happen.

Are you being lied to?

Imaginary Placations
Complicative Digestions

staring into the screen

Andersen, Lynch, and Burton

Blindfold, a ceaseless hinge;
your brain is numb with pain.

so tired of your fantasy

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

What is wrong with me, my
problem, the pledge of my
perspective, only I can see.


catching called contagious
what is so right about milk

“There are too many black
shoes in this world.”

Flirting with passion,
Dancing with the void.

If there is an old soul in the dark then that is all there is.

Ain’t that the mean, painful truth.

Carbon Monoxide Free Campus

I like to think that I know what’s in my own mind, thank you very much.

An appropriate waste of time

If they were at once to be not allowed to read, then all would be lost.

internal diodic receptor switch

Daphne and/or Jocelyn
under the aqueduct, the last
time she was seen.

just like me, they long to be

Back logging the recesses of
memory in the age of
information


twenty-four hour pants

influence, interest, and investment: planes of existence
Inference, interference, and ignorance, as well.

Primitive endourance

Money hurts; pain is value.

Freedom of the Pres

fiendish white dairy devils

fear the past; abolish the future.

leave it to a bureaucrat to
discuss the national debt

incremental interstice
in iteration

Prophetic taste amalgamation,
Whatever it is it’s
happening right now.

Analysis and rebuff of
everything that is wrong with
the world.

when it adds up to eighty

you can’t have everything and
nothing

What have I done lately to
merit such luxuriosities?


Don’t know much about nothin.

the pepsi price of water,
in and of a world called now.

What’s the difference have to
do with in common?

People should be able to do whatever they want. It’s hard for most of us to imagine what that would look like, and yet it might actually be that way already anyway.

Knowledge happens the first time information occupies a circuit, and thought second.

Positive Product Review

Flames lapping in the wind
Barriers of Electric Light
Monsters Patrol the grounds
Turning down the free drinks

the bad books, victim hood

irrefutably living
in three dimensions

The cows aren’t going to milk
themselves. up and adam.

my bedmind remains unchanged;
following the least important.

the only perfect product
within a perfect world.


Good meat a bad disease

I have better things to do
than worry about what other
people think.

I think I know me
Testing the water

You can’t hate them for their ignorance.

a product of divorce

somebody’s gotta push the buttons

Slowly becoming vegan again.

burial barrier by living light

forgetting by haste darknesses

lethargious waste of empathies

Sorrowful potentials neglected

Transmissions of self-imposed and implied regret, enabling.

Standing in direct opposition

What you tend to worry about
is none of my concern

Elimination of possible worlds

the quenched thirst unattained

you can’t get there from here.


what is a one word definition

You gotta take care of
yourself because nobody else
will.

Not all of us are full of
Himself.

Putting the fun back in
fundamentals

She holds down the buttons.

Wasting time simply because
I know just who I am.

Tellin yourself just to make
you feel better, all in spite
of the beautiful weather.

The houses that we live in

green collar, Real Practical

We can; that means we should.

theory of universal opposites

the false prophet’s dilemmas

going crazy, afraid of nothin

That Taste of Meat; dead pink

Short-sighted, narrow minded

This darkness, it’s not like
you.


Subliminal Advertisement
still sleeping all the time
thoughtfully designed cues
success through repetition

second to last, next to first

quality fingernails bouquet
what’s important to me simply
is not important to the rest.

Evident in perfect disruption
that sinking heart feeling

Recollection of recalled remembrance. . .

invisible hand, guiding light

the combonation of toothings

Propagandous optimism,
narcissistic pessimism

the Secretary’s physiology

ineffectual superstitions
a certain death so painless

post fifty-two thousand era
destined to repeat itselves
building up our immunitions

sneezy sings his sisters song

words in out up down back for
omnidirection; monodimension.

comprehension and recognition


acclamation accumulation
culmination cultivation
active properties
train of thought

irresponsibly disconnected;
no analogy for anomaly.

texting space, elbow roof
hand to foot, living proof

why refuse a good thing?

expository persuasiveness

correctly remember the future

an undesired loss of absence,
it all begins just as it ends
recursed regressed retroacted

laziness hardly excusable
Poor living condition develop

eradicate evacuate eviscerate

This is the last time, your
last chance; the only way out
is just to simply walk away.

Ninety nine times,
over and over again.

We didn’t think that we could
with any level of certainty
seize possession of such
necessary faculty controlled.

Demonstrate to celebrate. . . 

ADM Pt. 3

                I heard about these watches that only work when you move. I didn’t believe it at first, because it sounded so very inefficient. But don’t forget; I invented the quantum generator, which happens to regularly produce future.


youth and meth
affantasee
prove in true
light alarm
six impossible things
choose your warden


Doowopoly (you mean to tell me theres two of them?!)

Gargle Garbage Jargon Garage


super intricate machines that do absolutely nothing: the Rube Goldberg compilation presentation

pulleys, levers, weighted scales and platforms.

I cannot depend upon anybody nor anyone in order to get everything that I want.
I cannot depend upon anybody nor anyone in order to get everything that I want.
Apparently I must be extremely specific of my terms if I choose to invest myself. Money is a cliche which I cannot afford. If I expect to do something great then I must maintain the proper motivation. Of safety and success, I must perform at a level to surpass better than the best. Unable to account for the waste of others. So tired of what I don’t quite understand. All prejudice within the field aside. The difference engine a finishing tool. Insiders paradigm countering immortality.


the Insandental Nature of Fire
            neutral
            equivalent
Each and every iteration
only perceptably similar

We have forgotten what it is
to listen to ourselves.

What is the difference
between addiction and obsession


I had a dream with marshmallows in it, wasn’t sure if it was real. The underboob kept me dancing around the subject, unwilling or unable to feel.

Music Philosophy

hempwick
jonbarhinge
good to know
rules
transcend the emulation


pharmhouse/madhaus (just in case, midas well)

hyperredundant
bred for breeding

A dark soul
has cast a wicked spell
across this fine field
so that nothing will grow

Catpitalism (catipulism) (catnipulism)


X²=(X+1)(X-1)+1

7²=(7+1)(7-1)+1
49=(8)(6)+1
49=48+1

9²=(9+1)(9-1)+1
81=(10)(8)+1
81=80+1

12²=(12+1)(12-1)+1
144=(13)(11)+1
144=143+1

1²=(1+1)(1-1)+1
1=(2)(0)+1
1=0+1

-10²=(-10+1)(-10-1)+1
100=(-9)(-11)+1
100=99+1


The most important rule of good writing is:

1. Be concise
2. Say exactly what you mean
3. Remove all any unnecessary information

Work is what you do alone. That being said, it’s better with someone. The difference is your decisions. Prayer transcends both.


The tyrants tyrade, a torrent torment

A messenger, a diplomat, of the other world, coming into being

duality, dichotomy, a finite interest

King of cups, Ship of fools

virtually incapable of winning

I’M WASTING THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE

Wears my hat

Familiars, Home Jukebox

Cancer Sucks

exploitating the mailbox dilemma

the tock is clicking


good brother don’t you know me? I’m your friend or enemy. Not here to tell you what to do, can’t cope with your inventive style. Predilective perfunctory denizens. Couldn’t tell which hand from another.
            SPOTTER


telephone ettiquette
toilette posture
first word problemns
Saviour Self in Scare City

a dollar for
everything I do
the server decides
what constitutes action

I don’t consider the people who know me to be relatively lucky, in fact I have no speculation as to their general disposition. The streets downtown smell like burned piss under the orange nightlights. We find no relief no matter what the sanitation crew may do.
            amscray

Beach Things!

HATIUS
the lock and the latch
schismodic, schismatic

promise   unverse   suprise
smudgepot

Mary wanna cracker


Shame TV
Every Channel
No Commercials
Breaking News
Tragedy Comedy
Infancy look at me
American Courses
Virtual Tangibility

Instrumental
elemental
essential
integral

spoonvelope
universality
eyes of my father
diffuse diverse


Smoke Screen
Shutter Flutter
Ruining Sandwiches

Pure Culture
Play to the room
Global Reset
Pop Top Fingernail
FrAgile BreATh
Tree Trouble

Ice Cream Socialism
Cross Contamination

defense against each other,
            defense against ourselves


how can I expect anyone to take myself seriously if I can’t take myself seriously

Growing up is Expensive

Partisan Party

Why did the vigilante leave money for
the house band at the fish restaurant?
He was tipping the scales.

TRANSCEND THE EMULATION

ya know what yer problem is?
You don’t have one.

the grandmother complex

cymbals in space


WALK THE DEAD

we all float
upstream downriver

avarian avenue
Recurring Capricorn Mandelbrot


It can be very sad when somebody loses their faith, much as how terrifying it may be for one to gain ignorance through religion.

“I don’t care what you think.”

Its like a movie
how is this funny
why is this happening (to me)

meniscus
“its bigger than me”

alone again at last
time enough for one
things have brought me here
my job to get it done

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I said whats your favorite band
She paused and then said nickelback
I told her that’s okay and then
I ordered her a pickleback
fuzzy warbles
agnes morehead
major blomie adrogeni
game show against humanity

drinking:breathing::thinking:dreaming

(before & after)

dealing with hypocrits
            (cards/snakes)
Eye believe in smoke and mirrors
the devil don’t like my style

insanistry
            corprit demogog
            house trafic
showrag
antideluvian
you write the book
I pay the bills

scarland
three-fold mysteries of the universe
undeveloped
under construction
“breaking news, the news is breaking.”


has been, never was
burn out and fade away
get old, die young
become everything you hate


“I’m a writer.”
“What do you write about?”
“What do you want me to say?”

Ice cream truck song as car alarm so people pay attention.

I’m between houses.

I don’t fuck to stay together.

I only sleep because everybody else does.
            narcomancy
Maybe you shouldn’t believe that I believe everything that you believe.


Psychedelafant
Building walls around our women and children
Bringing our fields to the men and the old

Smut Channel, Slutshamer


“Neither sanity, security, strategy nor integrity shall be impunged by a commanding officer.”

LYFET LIVYTH
can’t blame me for trying
so thank you for everything

“She misses who I used to be, that goes without saying. It’s hard for her to miss who I am when she doesn’t know me anymore.”

second thoughts without action


“Rehab TV”
a Reality TV Show Rehab Reality TV Show

Truman Show Syndrome
            “Can I help?”

heres a pitch and I hope you
catch it rather than try to swing.

glass is sand
like corn dogs are cereal

good women don’t have their kids all at once.

Boy was I wrong

weedont needat we got TENDONS

AHTF is NOT funny.

PROCEST FOODS ARE CERTAINLY BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH, BUT WHAT ARE THEY GOOD FOR? LONGEVITY, THE HUMAN CONDITION? WE DON’T THINK SO.


I know this town is full of sorrry suckers and that I won’t see past this point of view

Baring teeth only got is so far. We became famous overnight.

Is this how such and such all began? as a record of improvemen

How was it? i mean how did it happen

HEET /HEAT
DETH/ LOSS

HUMid,anITY

cross contamination/product placement

to live in ones car
looks much different from
to live out of ones car

EARTHWORM

the customer survives