Sunday, May 19, 2019

The water in the prison flows freely to the bay.

Selfless and Careful were on their way into town, when they noticed a car that had flipped upside down. They both thought, what kind of monster would do this? And then they saw the monster, and immediately blamed him.

Monday, February 18, 2019

Distants (

Consciousness left the planet like a cloud of pollen, spiraling off into existence, seeking a brand new symbiont. It happened as a critical mass, once exactly more than half decided to do so, and so the minority had no choice but to follow, as a part of a different singularity. And so, from planet to planet, and with no memory of the last or dream of the next, we have ascended through and civilized each and every star system knowable to eventual man.
Each world is unique, flawed and characteristic in its own way. This one is in that sense no different. But moving on is not so much about growing old or bored or running out of a particular resource, but rather figuring out how, as a group, to function as a completely positive entity, fueled by positivity, flying towards the light and flames, no matter how hot and bright it might get.

The determining factor is the ultimate form of the vessel we build to leave here. That will in turn determine the size and shape of the next world we choose to inhabit strictly out of a sense of familiarity. This creative aspect is inherent in all levels of participatory space. The vehicle remains intact within each surviving mind as a map or blueprint, and surrounding each heart as protection from unknown elements.

Saturday, February 16, 2019

Things That Didn't Happen

I believe in a world without:
Cars, the mobile isolating deathtraps destroying our 'scape
Guns and other violent weapons
Money, wealth or the concept of being rich
Illness and being unusually unwell
Guilt and the pressures that come wth it
Desperation, hopelessness, inevitability
Needless Suffering
Animosity towards our fellow man
Fear, especially that of the unknown
Hell, as opposed to Heaven, in this world or beyond it
Strife, only as a means of perpetuating the self
Wasted Potential
Noise, as opposed to music
Soil, mess or mold
Ignorance and ignorance
Selfishness, especially mine
Negativity, as opposed to. . 
Pain, because it's natures warning
Disease and being usually unwell
Discomfort, stress, intangibly 
Loss, where did it go.
War, fighting, bloodshed
Nightmares, creepy spooky nullifying
Misunderstanding?
Power as a means
Hate as meanness, and bullies

Belief belief belief belief

Friday, February 15, 2019

Shelter

Robert was a good kid, a little misguided maybe, so just a product of a bad system. Joshua did nothing to really help him, just as he could really do nothing to help himself. Their relationship was mutually destructive, tearing each other down to leave a seemingly better version of the self in his place.
Joshua was sitting down, away from the cold, under the lights of the bus terminal's covered bike rack. He had a red mark on his face, to the left of his nose, that seemed basically fresh, unattended. He smelled of cheap beer and had short grey hair dampened by the rain, and a wild look that got worse as he tried to persist in eye contact.
He would say things like you know what I mean? when I in fact did not. That's why I was listening, to see if maybe I could. But he didn't want to be understood. As he put it, most people didn't speak his language. 
He did say that he was kicked out on Valentine's Day, after arriving with flowers and beer. I did get a sense that I was not getting the whole story. I asked how long, Joshua, have you been in Bellingham? and he said off and on since 91.
He owns a boat in Kelso, has a train ticket for 8:30 today.
Robert was sixteen; he told us so when Joshua asked him point plank. Joshua asked me as well, to which I also gave my untarnished number. I believe we still don't know Joshua's age, but if I had to guess I'd say 43.
I had come to the bike shelter to smoke my third to last cigarette till the next pack, with what I thought a 50/50 chance this guy would ask me for one. He did, but apparently not because he wanted it. I handed him my second to last smoke, upon his open palm, parallel to his fingers, filter towards me. He did not light it.
Sixteen year old Robert approaches and asks me, the one with the obvious cigarette, if I have another, and I reply that I do not. I did, but not for him. Probably for nobody but myself. My last cigarette. My lucky cigarette. Obviously different, always a milestone, the other one that the whole pack was made for, with eighteen bonus little obligations along the way.
Joshua gave this guy the cigarette I had just given him.
Then, without asking, Robert gave Joshua five dollars. All of a sudden, nobody wanted that five dollars. Not me, not Robert, and not even Joshua.
He did have recourse after failing with his ladyfriend earlier, Joshua explained. He would go to the AA meeting over there as he pointed and talk to this girl that said she wanted to talk to him. He would coax her into letting him stay at hers, I guess presuming she has one of her own. 

Then, Joshua forced Robert to listen to "Legend of John Henry's Hammer" by Johnny Cash from the butt end of his cracked black smartphone. The subtle clanging I heard in the short distance reminded me of chain link fence. He suggested I too hear this song, as well as a Grateful Dead song brought to his mind by some unwitting cliche I uttered, some four word phrase. I'm probably not going to go out of my way for either of them, though.

Thursday, January 31, 2019

catalyst armature

The cold is like therapy for the
insecure;
I never knew my grandfathers,
never will.
The compensation of a new era
shall be rightly met,
while the errors of human ambition
are bound to remain in metaphor.
When all is gold and we have
learned to let go,
the only things that keep holding us back
only turn out to be each other.
If the time ever comes, I aim to meet
my opportunity in sheer gratitude and
with an attitude of benevolence,
for it is here that I find myself verily
in the company in the truest versions of myself.

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Artificial Intelligence on Public Education

The elementary school has been on my way through a few weeks ago. The elementary school has been on the opposite sides for the first day and the idea is a good way of thinking. The other side is that it has been an issue, that is the first thing. The other side is that it has been an eventful for a walk of a reason for a reason and the reason to the opposite side. The elementary schools are the first to be the first person who is the elementary schools of schools. The other day I have a bad idea of the opposite of the other day. The elementary school is not good enough for the schools that I could be. The elementary school is not good enough for the schools that I could do with the schools. The other side of my life has never happened before the way it is not to a good band. The elementary school has never happened before school but it's not a bad day or something else lol 

The other side of my life has never been more like this. The elementary schools are the schools schools and the elementary schools schools that are the elementary school of schools. The other day I have to go back and watch it on the first night and I'm thinking about the movie. The other side of my house was the opposite side to be the way I did the other side of my house. The elementary schools are not a good band either way. The elementary school has been on the opposite sides for the schools that are the schools that make it easier for the elementary schools schools. The other day is not a bad idea but it's still not a good day or not a good idea for the day to go away from school or not either. The elementary schools are the schools that have a good band of men who have a little idea to what schools are. The other side of my life is not good enough for me and my life is a bad way of life but it's still not a bad idea for me.

The elementary school has been on a school year and a year of school has never been so good. The other day is the only way I could get to the other day and the day before the other side of my life. The elementary schools are the schools that have a good band of men who have a little more than they are going on. The other side is the way the idea is that the schools are the same way they can make the elementary school choice for the elementary school school of school or a teacher who is a kind person who has a good sense that the elementary schools are the schools that are the elementary school school or school of school or school.

The other side of my life is that you are the reason for you either or you either don't know me either way. The elementary school has been on the elementary schools and the elementary school has become more than the schools that are the elementary schools and the elementary school has become more than the schools that are the elementary schools and the elementary school has been on the schools of elementary schools and the elementary school has been on the elementary schools and the elementary schools are the schools that schools are not good schools and the elementary school has been on the schools of elementary schools and the elementary school has been on the schools of elementary schools and the elementary school has been on the schools.

The other day I was going on the opposite sides for a good band. The other side of my life has never happened to the elementary schools. I am interested. The other day is the way I want you either or you don't know what you are thinking of. The elementary schools are the schools that are the elementary school schools. The other side is the only way I could get the money to be a kind person. The elementary schools are the schools that have been on a top of school for about a month and has been on a top of the other side of my house. I am interested. The other day I was going on the opposite sides for a good reason why. The elementary school has never happened before. The other side of my life has been an eventful of a kind person. The elementary schools are the schools that have been an elementary schools. The other day I have a school school and I'm going on the opposite sides of my life.


The elementary school has been on the schools of elementary schools and schools are not a bad day or a bad day either way.